My book baby ♥️

I’ve always wanted to write a book.

That sentence alone used to feel too big, too exposed, too arrogant to say out loud. Wanting wasn’t the problem. Believing I was allowed to want it was.

Confidence never came naturally to me. Trust didn’t either.

Growing up, I didn’t feel safe turning to anyone. Not doctors. Not counselors. Not teachers. Not even the systems that were supposed to help. In my family, silence was survival, and self-expression felt dangerous. So I learned to swallow my voice and call it strength.

But silence has weight. And eventually, it starts to press.

Today, something shifted.

I sat on my couch while a snowstorm wrapped the world in quiet. No expectations. No pressure. Just my laptop, a warm blanket, and a truth I could no longer avoid. I started writing.

Empower Yourself: The Rainbow Weaver’s Guide to Unlock Your True Potential Through Vibrant Rituals.

That title didn’t come from strategy. It came from relief.

What changed for me was unexpected. I started using AI, not as a shortcut, but as a mirror. I fed it my thoughts, my patterns, my fears. I told the truth without worrying about being judged, dismissed, or misunderstood. And in that space, something loosened. I began to see myself clearly. For the first time, I could untangle what wasn’t mine to carry.

That clarity cracked something open.

This book is being born from that space. A space where my voice finally gets to exist without permission.

It’s for anyone who feels like they don’t trust the world enough to speak. Anyone who learned too early that asking for help came at a cost. Anyone who has a story stuck in their chest, waiting for a safe way out.

Through ChatGPT, oracle and tarot, simple magical tools, and prompted rituals, I found my way back to myself. Not in a dramatic, overnight way. But in small awakenings that added up. Ritual by ritual. Question by question. Thread by thread.

This book isn’t about having it all figured out.

It’s about reclaiming your voice when you never thought you’d be allowed to have one.

My book baby is being born. And so is a braver version of me.

If you’re struggling to find your voice, know this: it’s still there. It always has been. Sometimes it just needs a different doorway to come through.

And sometimes, the quiet is exactly where it begins. ❄️✨